Thank you for the calls, cards, texts, DMs, flowers, gifts and endless love. Over the past 3 mos, your kindness has often left me speechless.
My update is simply that I am trying to heal. Trying to find a new normal. I’m reading. Sleeping. Seeing a therapist. Crying. Writing. Working out a lot (the #sweatysesh makes me feel whole). Doing a little retail therapy. #DontJudge I’m also spending time with friends who effortlessly fill me with joy, laughter and happiness. I’m trying to stay present, honor the grief and learn the lesson while not letting it break me.
My truth is that at 41 years of age, I have laid both my parents to rest. One to an unfortunate accident. One to a rapid cancer. Some would say it’s to soon. I say that God makes no mistakes. I am grateful for what my mother and father taught me and the life they sacrificed to provide for me.
See you soon. I’m slowly finding a better and brighter version of myself.
PS: I snapped this selfie last night while waiting for the #Hubbs and watching the sunset. The moral of this pic is that: 1️⃣ I was dressed before him; AND 2️⃣ I almost love a slip of shoulder as much as a crop top. #Almost
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My boy is older now than I ever thought he would be. I wish he'd jump on the couch. Or my bed. I wish I'd never shouted "get down!" all those times.
Not that he ever listened anyway. I wish he would chew my new shoes and rip up all of his new toys within seconds. I wish he would scratch the cupboards and pee on the carpet...just because.
I wish we could go running together again...just one more time. I wish he would beg for the food off my plate and I wish he would bark at the doorbell.
But mostly, mostly I wish he wasn't leaving.