yes jana i will miss uh the most shonna bby mera meko kuch na hoga jaane❤️💋bcoz only you are my best bae who is with me❤️💋🌍
i will have the safe & happy journey shonna❤️💋🌍 i know mai apni family ke bina 1 tym akeli jaarhi hu to iska ye nhi dhyaan ni rkhungi or tu hai to mera dhyaan rkhne ke liye🙈❤️
💌 "our greatest matches will be people who simply make us better. they don’t even try. it’s just their presence or the way they live their lives that makes us want to be better then we are today. you see we start to want to change not because the other person wants to control us but because our admiration for them is all the incentive we need. the truth is when we admire our partners and friends it ends up being the purest driving force behind our change and growth. so when you meet people who listen and make you smile, people who make you happy and make you do those silly quirky things. when they make you see and tap into your greatest self. and when their presence alone fills you with admiration. just know.. know you’ve got something special."
💌“Don’t focus on what you left behind, what you lost, or what you gave up. Because these all happened specifically to launch you into something better. Stick it out, and I promise that you will end up somewhere wonderful. Pay attention to what you know you can have, rather than what you did have. We must always, without fail, move forward, as this is the law of the universe. So take that little step. What may seem like a terrifying baby step could actually be the very beginning of something big, something magical. Just always remember, you have no idea what may be just out of sight. So whatever it is, start writing your new story, second by second, day by day. Maybe one chapter is over, but now it’s time for the rest of the story to play out. And really – who’s to say that something very special is not waiting for you just around the corner?”
💌”depression ::It’s awkward & uncomfortable. When I think back to the last bad episode, I think about the person I turned into dealing with it, as I failed to comes to terms with what I was feelings. I was drinking too much and partying too hard like that would make me forget. Calling up my friends too late at night to just comfort me and talk me through things I did. I was running my mouth and being so unkind to people I loved so much, projecting it onto them. I was traveling like I could run away from my problems. Sleeping more than I ever had in my life. Sick, & everything was off, more than just a chemical imbalance in my brain. I couldn’t even recognize myself. I was waking up and the only thing I was looking forward to was falling back to sleep. A single call to a DR and I had anti depressants in 30min. Anyone who knows me knows how against medicine I am. Resorting to that then seeing how badly it affected me only made it worse. Alone in my room I fell to my knees crying and googled a therapist and walked into an appointment I wanted so badly to cancel. I have a lot of friends but only a few who knew what i was going through checking up on me every morning during that time in my life. It was hard because I knew the role I had to play was someone who led a good example for others to follow when it came to mental health and that added more pressure to it. And I felt like I was lying. I wanted to be a good role model so I hide this. My dad looked at me and just said, “you aren’t yourself right now.” My mom asked what depression felt like and I held back tears struggling to articulate it. I say this not looking for sympathy or cause concern. I say this because I know there are people who fight those same battles and might need to hear this and were where I was. At my worst moments and on my hardest days I was lucky to see into the future. Optimism has always been my best card I play even at my worst . Just as I know I might have bad episodes again too. And that’s okay. In the moments I couldn’t love myself there were people who stepped up to the plate and did it for me. Remember even at your worst people will love you. “ @kirstencorleyofficial
💌”Love isn’t settling and ignoring the small voice in the back of your mind that wants to feel more. Love isn’t the painful emotion that leaves you in tears, that breaks your trust. Love isn’t all about accommodating someone else and putting yourself last.
Love isn’t thinking you’re not good enough. Love isn’t convincing yourself that you aren’t deserving of what you have, and that any person who shows you the minimum amount of kindness is worthy of your heart.
Sometimes what you have isn’t love. Sometimes you are simply just in love with the idea of them. You’re in love with the possibility of starting a future with them. You’re in love with their potential. You’re in love with the probability of them giving you the same kind of love that you have given them all along.
But I want to remind you that your life is bigger than finding your forever person. Don’t ever let the fear of being single stop you from following your heart. Don’t believe for a second that this is the best you can get if it constantly hurts you.
You can be alone for a while. You can and you will. You have been fine all your life by yourself and slowly, you will build yourself up from the bottom and you will start learning the ways of your heart. You don’t need anyone to make you feel complete. You’re your own person and things will fall into the right place once you reclaim yourself. Once you stand up for what you deserve.
A relationship that you have to settle in isn’t really love. It only ever stops you from finding the real and true love that you always believe in.”
84 3592 days ago
💌“it’s important to make friendships that are deeper than gossiping and drinking and smoking and going out. make friends who you can go get breakfast with, make friends you can cry with, make friends who support your life goals and believe in you.”
227 3983 days ago
💌”Wait for a relationship that makes you want more for yourself, because you’re with someone who believes in you so much that they’re never going to let you settle. Wait for the person who encourages you and constantly challenges you, without ever making you feel like you’re not good enough or that you’re unworthy of love.
Wait for a relationship that teaches you how to fight the right way. A relationship that shows you that you don’t have to yell and scream and say hurtful things to protect yourself, but that you also don’t have to bury your feelings and sweep everything under the rug.
Wait for a relationship that makes you calm. The kind of relationship where just having them by your side makes you feel more at peace and more steady.
Wait for the relationship that makes you think in a different way than you ever have before, but without ever losing sight of yourself and of who you are. Wait for the person who shows you a whole other world without ever trying to force their way of thinking onto you. Wait for the person who teaches you things and wants you to teach them, too.
Wait for a relationship that scares you. But only in the sense that it makes you aware of just how big and how fragile your heart can get.
Wait for the relationship that makes you feel more like yourself than you ever have before. The relationship that brings out pieces of you that you’ve always wanted to come alive, and the person who makes you feel safe enough to just be you. Wait for the relationship that gives you this beautiful gift, and you will never regret a single second."
105 3823 days ago
💌”This is me walking away from my insecurities. From the voices that constantly tell me I'm not good enough, pretty enough or strong enough. From the voices that always make me feel less than my real value.
This is me walking away from my anxieties. You will no longer own me. You will not keep me up at night anymore, and you will stop robbing me of my peace. I'm no longer under your attack.
This is me walking away from my own fears. You are a liar. I will no longer believe you when you tell me I can't because I can. There's an amazing future out there for me and I will not let you paralyze me again, I will walk all over you til I become who I am called to be.
This is me walking away from my own pressures. I'm not perfect. I'm allowed to fail. To cry. To mess up. To be lost. To struggle. To fight. To stop. To pause. And my life will never be smooth and trouble free, ever. It will always be made up of good days and bad days. Of dancing and weeping. Of different seasons that teach different lessons.
So this is me walking into self love & acceptance. Learning every weakness and loving it. Seeing every flaw and understanding it. Knowing every mistake and looking forward to more. Every circumstances in my life is designed by a great, great God.
I am meant for far brighter and bigger things -- that's what I dare to believe. "
124 3824 days ago
💌”There is so much more to life than loving someone who left.
Like the friends who love you unconditionally
and would do anything to see you smile.
Like the way they hug you when you’re down
and how they love the messy parts of you.
Like the beauty of the stars at night
and how they make you believe again.
Like the ocean that welcomes everyone
and how it heals your deepest wounds.
Like your dreams and your ambitions
and the way you work so hard to achieve them,
how they made you believe in yourself again
and how they gave you a glimpse of magic.
Like art and how it soothes you,
how it perfectly describes how you’re feeling,
how it makes sense of your pain
and how it has the power to save you.
Like someone you randomly met
who showed how special you really are,
who accepted you with all your flaws,
and healed your broken heart.
Someone who taught you that some people leave
so better people can arrive
and someone who proved to you
that there’s so much more to life
than someone who didn’t know how to love you. “
162 3905 days ago
💌”I should have told you what you meant to me because I never thought we would run out of time; I never imagined our story would have a sudden halt. I should have told you that you were a routine I would never be bored of. The idea of seeing you every day put my heart at ease and kept the raging storm inside me calm. You kept me grounded during the days I felt hopelessly floating around in this cruel, cruel world. You made me feel emotions I thought I would never feel and gave me hope for a better future I always fail to acknowledge. You molded me to be better than I used to, dragged me out of the pit of sadness I wallowed in and walked beside me in the lonely path that is my life. I should have told you even if there were times when you irritated and got me upset, I always find myself running back to you. I should have told you I loved your laugh and your weird quirks. I should have told you that you were my home. I should have told you that certain songs will always remind me of you and it’s not “you ruined my song” type of scenario but rather “I listen to it because I missed you." Back then, you once asked me if I was glad that I saw you again after a long period of time but I never got to answer. So I’m going to answer it now: I would rewind time just to meet you earlier in this lifetime so I can spend more time with you. You are my person and I think that will never change.”
115 4195 days ago
💌”I know it seems like things will never get better. And I know that you feel like you are stuck in your current situation. Life has seemed like more of a battle than a blessing lately, and every time you finally seem to make a breakthrough, life only seems to knock you back down. These are the days that can either destroy or define you, and it is up to you to decide which path you take.
I hope you don’t let it destroy you.
I hope you get back up every time the world expects you to just give up and stay stationary. I hope you never feel like you won’t get any further than you are right now because you have no idea how much more you will grow in just a few short years. You will meet people whose impact will stay with you for years. You will learn what love really is and exactly what it is not. You will finally understand the value of being alone and all of the joy that only you can bring to yourself. You will learn to start living for yourself.
Today may not be your best day, and tomorrow might not be either, but I promise you that one day, you will wake up and realize this is the beginning of everything you have ever wanted.
Please don’t give up on your dreams and the life you always wanted for one that feels comfortable or seems like what you deserve. You do not deserve the horrible things that you think you do, and I hope one day you can truly believe that. It is up to you whether you want to move forward or stand still; but know that if you choose to stay exactly where you are, you will never know how far you could have gone.”
103 3535 days ago
💌”And maybe love isn’t always a kiss on a forehead but rather a hug and a kiss that say’s “I’m sorry let’s not fight” than spilling words out to each other in the heat of the moment that you would regret later. Maybe it isn’t about buy her diamond ring’s and lace underwear excepting her to wear it for you later that night. Maybe it’s leaving her pill bottle next to her phone with a glass of water as a reminder that thing’s can get better with a little help. Maybe love isn’t about giving fifty fifty each way, maybe it’s about giving 100 when that person greatest demons come to visit for the day. Maybe love isn’t about writing about how beautiful her body was the first time you saw it and how you’d have never seen anything more raw and natural. Maybe it’s about writing how she makes your soul dance in the rain of sunshine and how it also makes your heart ache from time to time when both sides are being stubborn. Maybe it’s not about a vow that you both swear to keep but a understanding that sometimes things don’t work out and sometimes they do. Maybe it’s not about saying I love you every second of every day but showing that love in the simplest of ways like “call me when you get home so I know you’re safe.” Maybe, just maybe you’ve been looking for love in all the wrong places and maybe even the wrong people. Maybe the kind of love that you are so hell bound on searching for is taking your pills without no one reminding you or dying your hair the color of the sky because that’s the only time when you feel closest to your real self. Maybe the kind of love that you are searching for in another person is already right in front of you when you look in the mirror. Maybe that’s where you’ll find your one true love. Maybe it isn’t a her or him or someone but a you, maybe just maybe you can find the love that you long for in yourself and maybe just maybe if you’re lucky enough you’ll also meet a person who makes your heart dance in the rain. Maybe that’s what love is, loving yourself or maybe it’s not. I don’t know but when I do I’ll let you know.”
Deeply Feeling Series (via promisesofamazing
92 3856 days ago
💌”Sometimes I wish I made more impact to the people I meet. No, I don't mean just a simple smile or a forced hello. Not just an insincere thank you whenever they open the door or hold the elevator down for me. Not just a meaningless wave or nod.
I meant real impact. Like taking the time to really get to know them -- asking them about their real stories. What makes them smile, what makes them bleed. What's their biggest fear, what's their biggest hope.
I meant making an effort to learn more about their experiences, their battles. I meant looking thoroughly in their scars and helping them heal. Walking with them as they try to figure out where to go next, building them up in genuine love and compassion.
I wish I took my time-- you know, paused my own journey for a little while and just give them my heart, lend them my ears, then maybe, just maybe I made more impact than I expected."
251 3966 days ago
💌”Go out. See the world. Achieve your dreams. Do whatever it is you've always wanted to do since you were a kid -- but don't be so caught up in chasing all these dreams, don't be so busy seeing the world, planning your life, making money.
Come home. See your mother. Tell her you love her. Hug your family tight. Tell your father how good he is. Appreciate the people who has been with you when you had nothing but big dreams. Tell them how much they meant to you. Take them out to dinner. Take them out to see the world.
Speak the beauty you see in them. Offer them the biggest portion of your heart. Do as much as you can while you still can.
Grow up, yes. Be an adult. Be responsible. But don't forget the fact that they're also growing old. Make 'em feel the love. Make 'em feel how significant they are to the person you're becoming.
If there's anything true in this life it's that -- it will pass by so fast. And you don't want regrets."
116 4274:55 PM Aug 7, 2018
💌”We can’t always try and be our own hero. Thinking we can save ourselves from our strongholds, or overcome our own worries, fears, and stumbling blocks. We just can’t. There’s only one hero, and He already did what needed to be done. He finished it all.
That gives us the freedom to call Him Father, to come to Him and to make it known that — ‘Hey, I need You God in my life, I need you to work on me, I need you to change my mind, I need you to fix me. Because I can’t.’ That should inspire us to fall down on our knees and be ultimately honest that not everyday is a good day, not every day is exciting. There are cold and weak days, just like there are strong days. There are obedient days and disobedient days. There are days that we break hearts, including His.
And we need to admit that, that we are failing in more ways than one. That we are problematic. And there’s no shame in that, there’s no shame in needing God, needing His grace, His comfort." Words by @diantinio
109 40711:53 AM Aug 7, 2018
💌”day by day, I’m learning to embrace, accept and love the woman I am becoming.
Sometimes, I don't understand her reasons or get why she’s the way she is, but I know it’s all part of this bigger picture. The failures and the mistakes, the choices and the detours, it’s all aiming at this purpose of being who I am predestined to be.
So I’m going to be soft on her. I’ll allow her to wonder and wander, I’ll let her determine what she like and what she doesn’t like. I’ll allow her to change and evolve, I’ll allow her to cry and be miserable, to laugh and be contented. And I’ll be with her through it all. I’ll be there when she loses, and be there when she wins. I’ll love her harder during cold nights and hold her still during the good days. I’ll take care of her as much as I can, and I’ll give her all the freedom she needs to explore and find her way and just be who she’s supposed to be."
Words by @diantinio
109 4412:09 PM Aug 6, 2018
💌” I’ll always be one call away. If you need a friend to talk to. If you need someone to listen to you and understand you.
I’ll always be one plane ticket away. If you’re in trouble, if you need someone by your side, if you need someone to hold your hand, you can always count on me and I’ll always be there for you. No matter how long it’s been since we’ve seen each other, no matter how long the distance is between us.
I’ll always be near. I’ll always find you.
I’ll always be ready for you. I’ll drop everything for you. I’ll forget my own problem and take care of yours. I’ll forget it all when you need me because I promised you that I’ll be there when it rains and I’ll be there when it shines and I don’t break my promises with you. I can’t break my promises with you.
I’ll always be there for you, all you have to do is ask.
Because at one point, you gave me life. At one point, you made my heart happy and at one point you were all my prayers answered and you were the main reason behind the best years of my life. And it’s hard for me to know that you might be suffering and I’m not there to help. It’s hard for me to know that you’re alone.
But I’ll always be there to remind you that you’re not alone. I’m here. I’ve always been here. I’ll always be here. And I know we don’t always stay in touch or say what’s in our hearts but I hope you know that even if I don’t say it much, even if I don’t show it, I’ll always be close to you. I’ll always care about you. I’ll always want to help you when you need someone. “
103 4349:28 AM Aug 6, 2018
Love can bring sunshine into your life if you know what true love is, for it's the most magical emotion that can change the way you might presently live,
You can make everyday have sunshine even if the weather is unkind, by using the powers of love that is easy to find, if you are the one that has a beautiful loving state of mind,
From the very start sunshine comes directly from your heart to the one you deeply love, which converts into a tonic of love sonnets and dreams, where at the end of the day you make love and eat the most delicious of chocolate creams,
Love is the sunshine you need to feel everyday, for if you have found your soulmate its sunshine that sees you making love in the new mown hay and not caring what people might think or say,
Each time you have the same crazy thoughts and a beautiful idea, you might both ignite a bright spark of new life which turns into a completely new career, also the feeling of love can make sunshine appear which can then make awful weather change and just disappear,
You cannot change the way your true love will go, for it has its own power to show you more than you already know, then fate shows you the hand of cards you have been given, so just believe it's the beautiful life that's been chosen for you to now start really living.
(via alanjporterart on tumblr)
102 3514:28 PM Aug 5, 2018
💌”you’re alone because you’re searching for solace on a mattress that isn’t your own, bed sheets soaked from the random person who laid there in the same position as you the night before. Your head rested on the same pillow marked with someone else’s sweat, listening to the same repetitive bull shit as the last person before you. You’re here because you’re lonely as hell and as hard as it is to admit it, you’re doing this because deep down you know that the only way to get their attention is to fuck. The only way to spark and maintain their attention is to share yourself with them, knowing damn well that they don’t deserve to be inside of you. They didn’t deserve this moment, none of them truly deserve those moments but you share yourself with them while pretending that whatever they give you is somehow enough to help you escape the pit of loneliness, failing to realize that you’ve only pushed yourself further into an emotional prison. You shouldn’t have to have sex with someone for them to like you. You shouldn’t have to fuck for love.”
75 3682:52 PM Aug 4, 2018
💌” here’s to the kids.
The kids who would rather spend their night with a bottle of coke & Patrick or Sonny playing on their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high school party.
Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them.
Here's to the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars.
Here's to the kids who never were too good at life, but still were wicked cool.
Here's to the kids who listened to Fall Out boy and Hawthorne Heights before they were on MTV...and blame MTV for ruining their life.
Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts.
Here's to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush.
Here's to the kids who hum "A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More Touch Me" when they're stuck home, dateless, on a Saturday night.
Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn't even know they existed.
Here's to the kids who have read The Perks of Being a Wallflower & didn't feel so alone after doing so.
Here's to the kids who spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s). Here's to the kids who are straight up smartasses & just don't care.
Here's to the kids who speak their mind.
Here's to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby for going to sleep.
Here's to the kids who second guess themselves on everything they do.
Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.
This one's not for the kids,
who always get what they want,
But for the ones who never had it at all.
It's not for the ones who never got caught,
But for the ones who always try and fall.
This one's for the kids who didnt make it,
We were the kids who never made it.
The Overcast girls and the Underdog Boys.
Not for the kids who had all their joys.
This one's for the kids who never faked it.
We're the kids who didn't make it.
They say "Breaking hearts is what we do best,"
And, "We'll make your heart be ripped of your chest"
The only heart that I broke was mine,
When I got My Hopes up too too high.
We were the kids who didnt make it.
We are the kids”
97 3837:38 AM Aug 4, 2018
💌”this world is going to do it’s darnedest to harden your heart. don’t let it. allow yourself to be soft amidst every tough obstacle thrown at you. allow your heart to be so full with love that you exude light everywhere you go.
the world is going to tell you that you are not good enough, it is going to tell you that your love is useless. it’s not true. your gifts and your love are needed more now than ever. you have so much to offer please continue to grow and thrive regardless of the bitter souls around you.
the world is going to tell you that you have to be perfect and okay right now. that’s not true either, this life is all about growing. to be perfect and to remain perfect would be boring. you need mountains and valleys in between to make it exciting.
the world is not against you, but it isn’t exactly for you either. regardless of how you feel, how the people around you make you feel, please know that you are worth it, that you are so gifted, that you are so needed. please share what you have with others.”
231 4276:33 PM Aug 3, 2018
💌”sometimes I can’t understand you.
Well, not necessarily you, just the things you do. You are so immensely willing to put me before yourself and I don’t understand how that works in your mind. You tell me about things you’re planning for me and get excited when you come up with more ways to make me feel special.
And I ask myself repeatedly if I even deserve it. But time after time again, you make me believe that I do. You make me believe that my tiny existence has a stronger purpose on this planet than what I have always believed. I can wake up happy knowing that there’s someone I can tell anything at all to.
And you really do care. It’s not you pretending to care. You genuinely enjoy listening to the things I have to say and I continue to ask myself constantly if I really do deserve it. If I deserve anything at all. Yet with your words you eliminate the doubt and darkness inside of me without even realizing it.
You can both relax and strengthen my heart to calmness and comfort; I feel like I matter when I’m with you.
And words can’t explain how thankful I am that you are you, and you are you in my life.
A sense of purpose is unfamiliar to me; yet you have harnessed it and implanted it into my soul and I cannot be more grateful for that.
(via child-of-lightning on TUMBLR)
83 3934:31 PM Aug 2, 2018
💌”believe it or not but we can change someone's life drastically.
You can either save someone from falling or make someone fall.
You can either be a giver (of happiness, comfort, confidence, positivity) or the taker of all those.
You have the power to fix someone who's having one of the worst days just by a smile.
So why not? If you can make someone forget about all his insecurities, thoughts, problems ans what not just by a smile..would you do it?
Maybe sometimes you are destined to meet people that need your support, who are desperately craving for someone to say "hey I'm here for you and I'm gonna pull you back up from this hole you've fallen into". Or can you just ignore the person needing help but too shy to ask for it.
Sometimes helping someone might even hurt you a little. So my question for you guys is would you still do it? Would you help someone even though you taking shots? Would you fix someone's heart knowing it might just break yours? Would you give someone a smile even though it might take away yours? Maybe someone will do that for you some day (karma?)
This is a weird world it's better to Understand each other, help each other
And not hating people. Even the ones that put you in a difficult spot are destined to come your way so you HAVE to become a stronger, better version of you inorder to get out of it. STAY STRONG 💙