I keep seeing dreams about the dude from my school that kinda looks like Elon Musk but doesn't but still does and is equally as cool as him. Like, not sexual dreams or such. He's...just there. Hanging out with someone. I sometimes try to talk to him but dream-me is just as awkward as real me so I don't stand a chance there either. But this time I had a very realistic dream where I was hanging out with some gr8 ppl, doing cool stuff, flying with a helicopter and in the end I got a hug from him. Why does my sub-conciousness create these beautiful moments just to disappoint me with the boring reality. Why can't I just hang out with ppl as cool as Elon irl. Why.