Dysphoria is a bitch when I see this pic but I need to rant and send a positive message -
Please don’t post self harm photos/videos, what’s the point in doing that anyways? I get that you’re venting but at least put a trigger warning if you’re gonna do that shit, I hate to be like this but I had enough. Someone I know does this and I honestly wanna slap them, I hate to say that. I get triggered easily and I don’t wanna go down that road again, i’m so proud on how far I’ve come. I get it, you’re depressed and see no way out, I was like that a year or two ago. But things do get better, I’m living proof, pretty much people told me that there was no pointing in helping me. I didn’t wanna get better, that’s why i didn’t get better because I chose to stay in that hole. So please be cautious if you’re gonna post scars, cuts, bruises anything, because you may trigger someone. Thank you. #alternative#emo#emogirl#emoboy#scenegirl#scene#sceneboy#alternativegirl#grunge#grungegirl#dyedhair#dyedhairdontcare#bands ( tags so I can be cool too 🙀)
So, here it is. My first picture of having natural hair on my instagram. I put off taking any photos with this hair until literally today (it was bad weather hence the bad lighting). I felt very uncomfortable taking these pictures. I haven’t been a natural colour since 2013. It’s very very weird to me still. I don’t even know what to wear with this hair colour. It sounds funny, but I find bright coloured hair way easier than natural. I guess it’s just something I have to get use to, again.
✨What do you think of me blonde? It’s weird to me✨
I won't say things became better or easier because every time I've done so, life's took the first opportunity to prove this was only a small peaceful moment before an even bigger and stronger storm. And I'm fucking sick of getting soaking wet in the rain and freezing in the icy wind while being scared to death of thundering.