TW: Suicide. Self-Harm.
I don't usually write captions like these but I just talked myself out of suicide. I'm going to allow myself anything today as long as its harmless. I don't know if anyone will read it but here it is. Perhaps I'll delete it later.
I'm sitting in a park with the wind gently blowing in my hair. It's peaceful. I've been in turmoil since yesterday. Constantly crying and consumed by the encompassing want to self-harm. I didn't do it. Instead I used the alternative methods. I held ice until it burned and dug my nails into my arm hard enough to leave bruises.
It didn't get better in the morning. It didn't get better after sleeping. I woke up still thinking of self-harm. And that progressed into me believing I'm worthless. Everyone would be better off without me. My partner would perhaps grieve and then find someone better. And they deserve someone better. Someone who isn't me. Because I felt pathetic, selfish, disgusting and worthless.
And now I'm sitting in the park that I regard as a safe space. It took me all day to go for this desperately needed walk.
The flower above is a buttercup. I tried to get a picture of the ones further away from me. I didn't even realise that one was right next to me until after I finally started feeling less suicidal. It was right under my nose. I find that symbolic. The future full of opportunities and potential is right under my nose too. And I only realised after stopping to just appreciate nature and let the wind give me a hug. - (the photography is mine again yay ☀)
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Yüksek gerilimde kullanılan primer teçhizatın ana kalemlerinden olan ayırıcılar sistemin gerilimden izole edilmesi için kullanılır. Ayırıcılara akım altında anahtarlama yapılamaz, akım altında açılmazlar ve kapatılamazlar.
Ayırıcıların kesicilerin akım yolu üzerinde bulunur. Kesiciden önce ve sonra yer alırlar. Kesicinin bakım ve onarımı gerektiği zaman kesici açıldıktan sonra ayırıcılar açılır. Sistem tekrar enerjilenmek istendiği zaman önce ayırıcılar kapatılır. Sonra kesici kapatılarak sisteme enerji verilir.
Ayırıcı kesinlikle yük altında acılmamalıdır. Herhangi bir nedenle yük altında ayırıcı açılırsa, meydana gelecek ark ayırıcıyı tahrip ettiği için çevresine ve ayırıcıyı açana zarar verir. Manevralarda bu hususa dikkat etmelidir. Bugün sistemimizde çeşitli tiplerde ayırıcılar yüksek gerilimde kullanılmaktadır.
“The healers of the world are waking up.” I have had that phrase stuck in my head for over a year now, it just randomly comes to mind every now and again and I am grateful for the reminder. I feel it is confirmed when I see other amazing people begin to shine in the way I always knew they would and could. @daniwilliams.co and @monimonsta1 you are 2 examples of this😘😘
Going through a process of reconnecting with your true self after years of living inauthentically is not easy. Learning to listen to your higher self rather than your ego takes practice. But remembering who you are, learning to forgive and trust yourself again is nothing short of a miracle and puts you on the right path to live your purpose. Healers, keep on healing - the world needs us. 💕💕 Via @kimberlee.shield