I love love love a real life tangible mood board. No matter how techy we get I don’t think these will ever loose their value. This one and the photo of by the fabulous @jaynebrandatelier. Her ig feed is one big montage of feels and shadows and I can’t get enough. What a breath of fresh air. You’re welcome.
Hey guys!! It’s me Olivia here with another #WorkCrushWednesday ! It’s already been a long journey for myself, and this time around it’s all about #RESPECT but this time the respect is for ME! Talk to you guys soon! XxO 💋
Wish I could stay positive. Day two of calling in sick. Anxiety is at a pretty big high. This can’t all be because of this guy surely? He’s just a bloody crush isn’t he?! #anxiety#depression#workcrush#stress
The Marvel men perfectly sum up today’s feels. You’re gonna have to bear with me kids. This is gonna he a LONG post!
So I’m pretty shit at actually expressing my feelings. Fine online but face to face, not happening. For the last year I’ve liked a guy at work. It went from hmm he’s hot to getting to know him to catching feels. Like serious feels. I think I’ve fallen for him. It’s been hard to work up the courage to tell him because I can’t get a read on him at all. There are times I think he’s interested, like when I told him a few weeks ago I hated his jeans and he should get black skinnies and he did. Or how on he same night out he was telling me he liked brainy brunettes with a bit of boob and butt. So I have more than a bit of butt on me but I thought is he hitting on me. One of the guys at work was insisting that he’s interested because he kept coming over to talk to me that night. So I remember that? He’ll no! Then there are times like now when he has barely spoken to me since that night, where I think he hates me. It was the same after the office Xmas party too.
Cut to last week and a new starter. I’ve never seen him be so friendly and chatty with anyone in this last year. Even his team are all ribbing him. I think he really likes her even though he told me he doesn’t, she’s just really nice to talk to. Which I know sometimes I’m not because I’m trying to hide my feelings for him and more often than not I come off as a total fucking bitch. He even said to me once you hate me don’t you. And I didn’t fucking deny it!
To say I’m gutted is an understatement. Obviously he doesn’t know how I feel about him. Would it make a difference, who knows? I just don’t know what to do now. Do I even attempt to tell him now or do I just sit back and let him go? I’ve literally never felt this way about anyone before. I’ve been crying all day and have even been sick. What the fuck do I do?! #sebastianstan#tomhiddleston#officeromance#noromancehere#workcrush#unrequitedlove#ithinkiminlove#ithinkilovehim#dontknowwhattodo#lovestinks#lovesucks